Me! Me! Me!

for the glory of the blog! i hereby promise to spill all my beans, here, where no one knows and no one cares..


this should be fun:

let's start with fav's...


1 - morning glory: which is an oasis album, a flower, a notebook (or generally stationary) label and the feeling i get sometimes when i somehow manage to retain a smile after i woke up . nice...


2 - peaches: they remind me of some super pink, mellow, naive summer afternoons. like them with biscuits, milk or plain as always.


3 - photo magic: being scared of narcisism as hell, i have a schizoid love hate relationship with self-photography. usually i find myself uncomfotably blushed looking at a horrendous photo of mine, but sometimes, a magical light saves the day and the pic turns out great, which then i feel like staring at a starnger's eyes. weird but tingly sweet.


4 - super silly cat behaviour: this has nothing to explain apparently. cats are silly. they act awfully meaningless and silly. them being silly makes me smile like no other.


5 - love: hey, i can be cheesy sometimes, can't i?
6 - damien rice: this one is somehow problematic. damien rice usually makes me wanna tear my heart out and eat it with jelly and custard on the side. this crystal irish man manages to trigger my inner drama queen so badly that at the end of just three songs i unleash my little emo minions to take over the life around me, which is the room i'm in simply. still love it. can't live without it.

7 - sunshine: yes, i love it. who doesn't?


8 - beauty: once, on a drunken night out, i found my self babbling about having only beautiful friends . i was determined that i can't be friends with ugly people.(disgusting i know) come to think of it, yes. all of my girls (im from the hood y'all) are beautiful. and im loving them being so uniquely good looking. i feel safe around beauty. love all things that have an essence of beauty in it. arts, nature, a glamourous dinner table, a cherry pie, shoes, all count... can't say the same thing for "beautiful" boys though.


9 - weird eyes: me and cobain have something in common. when i first read his diary, i was astonished by this sentence with his bad handwriting: "i like girls with weird eyes". Exactly. Most definitely. I loovve people with weird eyes. i like the crazy, sparkly light in them, i love their funny shapes, i love how they move like they belong to a scared bunny, i like a good glare, fire, anger and compassion too... i even like cross eyed people. weird is beautiful.


10 - gaming: when i was 8 years old, while playing with barbies, suddenly i had this shocking fear that if the years pass this fast, i may find myself not wanting to play anymore! Like all the adults around me i might have got bored of playing! ridicilous! then i kinda made a promise, that i wont ever quit playing. games are life. life is not a game though. so barbies are gone now, but thank god video games remain. i cant live without'em. blow up, build up, battle up, live it up. i passed the treshold of boredom now, i guess.



the list goes on of course... this will be a series it seems. let it be. it's mine. i can do whatever i want with it.



gg.