18 Ağustos 2011 Perşembe

Zurich chronicles



It's my 7th day in Zurich. First it was all green, peaceful, swans and ducks gliding...
On saturday with the crazy cheesy street parade, with drag queen wannabes, druggies, underage drunks, naked girls, cat women, smurf men, terrible club music and overpriced bad food the picture started to change.

sunday i tried to get drunk over champagne by the lake, but failed.

monday it was raining like shit. trapped in the house all day. cleaned, cooked, slept.

tuesday with nowhere exciting to be discovered left, I went to the zoo which was totally underwhelming. Even Ankara zoo has more animals then this. also as a swiss classic, it is again overpriced.

Yesterday was the dreaded birthday of mine. not much to talk about, apart from walking the shopping 'strasse' aimlessly, a useless splurge at H&M and a semi-fancy dinner at Acqua. By 22.00, the city was like a ghost town only little local hangouts which close at 00.00 were buzzing piano piano. of course after midnight everything dies.

I don't know who coined out the term "the most livable city in Europe" for this place. Maybe Monocle people?
I'm not sure what they get from 'living'.
The only part of this city that 'lives' is the so called red light district (Langestrasse).
But even that area is safe around prostitutes, junkies, strippers and loners.

I miss crowds, friends, joyful dinner tables, good parties, loud streets terribly.

And feel painfully guilty from being a total bitch through out the whole visit.

I have no plans for today. maybe I'll just take a random tram and go wherever. eventually I would end up on the lakeside anyway.






24 Aralık 2010 Cuma

200 years of love and pain

The Google Ngram for love vs pain is helpful obviously:



I complained, nagged, wept almost all my life.

there are some moments of bubbliness now and then.

But, I missed really good opportunities to be genuinely happy.

Fortunately google is here to help me see I'm not alone.

200 years of good writing, all to see we use 'love' -not so suprisingly- less and focus on the dreadful arrogance of 'pain'.

today I made a -not so convincing- promise to write down LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 5 times a day.

maybe it will help change the course of history.


At least we have some good news, the word 'happiness' is on the rise too

Maybe I can replace some drama with this thought.

19 Aralık 2010 Pazar

friendly dinner w/benefits


According to the source Scarlett Johansson and soon-to-be-ex hubby Ryan Reynolds had a 'friendly dinner' at Blue Ribbon, New York.

Sure, there's nothing sweeter than a friend to chat while having escargot and fried oysters for starters, chocolate bruno and fresh berries for dessert.


I'm sure ryan and scar.jo has just discussed the mere details of their divorce, then talk about their new love interests and have a blast.


that is what I usually do.





15 Aralık 2010 Çarşamba

Mark Zuckerberg


Only diplomacy I care about

Mark Zuckerberg is Time's person of the year.
I think I'm the only one who cheers for this, since chick magnet Julian Assange was expected to hit #1.

so this proves,
only diplomacy we care about is digging ex-boyfriends' dirt on facebook.

Mark most definitely is the hero of our time, by granting the 'stalkbook' to all the psychos and retards in the world.

gratz

23 Kasım 2010 Salı

that's what home feels like

I couldn't quite state the feeling i got by just stepping inside my flat nowadays. Then, i found this:

beautiful piece of destruction/art to express how home feels like now.
(Julien Berthier, 'Welcome Home', 2003)

11 Kasım 2010 Perşembe

two more lonely people

Today, in a mall, in the crazy mess of clothes and demented women, miley cyrus was singing this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uc2CGi09bus&feature=related

And instantly upon the extreme cheesiness of the situation, i thought about eleanor rigby.
"look at all the lonely people..."

so comes the conclusion: best beatles song memory shifted, it is now eleanor rigby's job to bring back good (or bad) times...